You are already all you seek to be
No pain No Shame
No pain No Shame
Your Journey now is to increase your vibration. To raise your physical form to the energy needed to ascend. You ascend by bringing your ethereal self into form not by escaping from your body into the ether's. As you do this for yourself you also do this for the Earth and all of her children. You are literally bringing "heaven" and shining to Earth.
Even though you are in form you are multidimensional and omni present. Trapped in the small physical vessel you have simply forgotten who you are. You are going to remember, or are remembering and that is what has brought you to my site.
Firstly let me say that there is no right or wrong way to awaken, never think that you have failed somehow. We have all done/ are doing it in our own way and in exactly the correct timing. To think your not on track, too slow, etc. etc. is very detrimental.
We are ethereal beings experiencing things that we are not able to experience in none physical reality, so there is no wrong way. If you have done things your not proud off, you are not the only one!
It is all growth, all learning , all experience. How can you know light if you don't know dark. Its what you do with that learning and what you choose that counts. As you awaken you will most likely remember past lives where you are mortified by things you have done. Remember its all meant to be, its learning. These lives leave an imprint energetically in your energy and I shall give you tools to deal with these. Remember, there is no shame there is only learning and rising from these aberrations.
All is planned and timed with incredible accuracy through the Angelic/ ethereal realms, even the hard and distasteful, painful things in our life which are often there to highlight our wounds to heal, our choices (we have free will we are creators). Decisions that we made at that time for whatever reason are there to learn and grow from. No shame, no wrong doing by us. I am harping on that and I really need you to understand that point. Otherwise you create negativity for yourself and that is exactly what we need to clear.
You will no doubt be given other tasks to accomplish on your future journey which may be anything from energetic work to politics and banking, or inventing new technologies that help our world. We are all specialists, we all have very clear and defined specific personal energy frequencies that fit into our particular part of the energetic symphony of creation. You are already assisting the Earth because you are awake, seeking, learning , growing. You are omni-present , everything is within you as well as around you. Difficult concept but trust me here please. Everything you do for you is also improving the reality we exist through.